I've jerked off for 10,000+ gay men. Made $127,000 doing it. Still exclusively fuck women. Let's talk about why your brain can't process this.
🧠 The Mindfuck
Your brain: "Gay men are watching me naked. Am I gay?"
Reality: "No, you're a performer getting paid."
Your brain: "But... but... gay men!"
Reality: "Yes. With money. Shut up and take it."
The Sexuality Test That Matters
After 2 years of camming, here's what gets me hard:
- ✅ Women
- ❌ Men
That's it. That's the test. Everything else is noise.
Why This Fucks With Your Head
Society told you:
- Only gay men do sexual things for men
- Taking money from gay men makes you gay
- Being watched by men changes your sexuality
- Real straight men would never do this
Society is broke. You're not. Who's winning?
Before Camming
- 100% straight
- $40K/year job
- Stressed about money
- Nobody questioned sexuality
After 2 Years Camming
- 100% straight
- $127K/year income
- Zero money stress
- I don't give a fuck what people think
The "But What If" Thoughts
"What if I start liking men?"
Been doing this 2 years. Still grossed out by dick that isn't mine.
"What if it changes me?"
It does. Makes you richer and less judgmental. That's it.
"What if people find out?"
Find out what? That you're smart enough to make $100/hour from home?
"What if I can't date women after?"
My girlfriend loves that I make $10K/month. Very attractive quality.
The Performance vs Identity Split
Actors kiss people they're not attracted to. Wrestlers pretend to fight. Strippers dance for people they'd never fuck. You jerk off for people you're not into.
It's called work.
Your sexuality = who you want to fuck
Your job = what you do for money
These are different things.
What Actually Changes
After 2 years, here's what's different:
- More confident - I make more than my boss
- Less homophobic - Gay guys are cool, they pay my bills
- Better boundaries - I know exactly what I will/won't do
- Zero fucks given - Judge me from your cubicle
- Still straight - Women only, always
The Friends Reaction
Told 3 close friends. Their reactions:
Friend 1: "That's gay bro"
Makes $35K/year
Friend 2: "Damn, that's smart"
Asked for tips on starting
Friend 3: "Can I borrow $500?"
Understood immediately
The Girlfriend Reality
My girl knows everything. Her perspective:
- He makes $10K/month
- He works from home
- He's still obsessed with me
- Gay men aren't competition
- We're saving for a house
She literally doesn't care. The money changed her life too.
The Mental Gymnastics Stop Eventually
Month 1: "Am I gay now?"
Month 3: "This is weird but profitable"
Month 6: "It's just a job"
Year 1: "Easy money"
Year 2: "Best decision ever"
What Gay Viewers Actually Think
They know you're straight. That's why they're there. They're not trying to convert you. They're paying for a fantasy.
You being straight IS the product. If you were gay, they'd watch gay cam models.
The Bottom Line
I've made $127,000 from gay men.
I've had sex with 0 men.
I'm attracted to 0 men.
I still can't name a single show tune.
Your sexuality isn't determined by who pays you. It's determined by who you want to fuck.
And if jerking off for money makes you gay, then every dude who's ever jerked off thinking about money is gay. Which is everyone.
You're straight. They're gay. Everyone's happy. Cash the check and stop overthinking it.